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What I feel KHJ

18TH March, 2012, Sunday

By Sriz
This article is specially dedicated to KHJ though I know he would never read it;hehe,still I wish he could.

Well I had no intention to write this article but the atmosphere around me compelled me to jot down what's going around me.Needless to say that I do miss my boy KHJ  24*7 but  sometimes I do think of extra stuffs related to him.
Today, I'm damn elated( actually, it's been so long ) ;the reason is simple i.e I do really feel so damn blessed to be loved by everyone around me. Seriously, it feels like as if the whole world is in your hands when you can see and feel that everyone loves you; everyone cheers up and give u  a tight hug  when you get successful and the same  people get disappointed too when you get down.They are  always there for me to hug me  in my even and odd times.Whenever, I see pride in their eyes regarding me, I feel so delighted and overwhelmed.Their love is a  huge inspiration for me and the more they love me, the more I feel I must do something great so that they would be more proud of me.



In this kind of stage where I can feel everyone's love and care towards me, how can I dare 2 miss my luv, KHJ.During such ectastic period , I do compare myself with HJ  and think like this,"Just by getting so much love from my family and everyone out here, I feel so damn responsible towards  everyone and think of doing something for everyone out here( whether I know or don't know them);So,what kind of insurmountable joy would be in HJ's heart knowing that millions of people across the globe love and admire him wholeheartedly;what kind of  responsiblity he might be carrying on his shoulders towards all the henecians across the globe?I can precisely know how love from everyone makes a person more and more stronger and how it inspires an individual like HJ to work hard and be successful and worthy of all that love and respect. HJ, I really wanna share the love to you that I do get which might be picayune for you yet it's the whole world for me.

I have been brought up in such an environment that  starting from my family ,everyone around me are highly generous.I have seen both kinda people  prosperous ones and the needy ones .Even the wealthy ones are so damn considerate  and charitable here that you will wonder,"Do this kinda people really exist on earth?". At the same time , you may see some mean people which I really dislike and feel pathetic towards them.I just don't get it why people  act that way.No offense against anyone. I just wrote what I feel.
(Personally, talking about me I have never ever cared about bucks in my life.It doesn't mean  anything wrong.Please, don't take it the wrong way.I do know it's value yet I'm this way because my mom and dad never taught me to give priority to money as they always say,"Man makes money, money doesn't make man".They always taught me to help others  and my heart too commands me to do so automatically. I aint mean  in terms of  bucks.
Sometimes, when I see others in diffficulty due 2  economic crisis, I feel why don't someone print the bucks and distribute to everyone as it's just  a paper so that there wouldn't be any kinda discrimination among  people.Once, I expressed this thought of mine in  a public place with my senior and my senior  smiled back at me  and said,"Hehe; it could be but what to do, it can't be implemented.)




Being loved by everyone is the best boon of God and I'm thankful to god for granting it to me along with HJ too and hope that everyone will be always blessed in the same way.
Miss you my baby uzoosin!!!!!!!
                                                                                                                                               




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